Hhahaha YAY!! Friends came to church!! Wow! Was so powerful ehh!! During Alter call isaac lifted up his hands eh!! He is the person i should really reach out to man! Hahaha was so happy!! ((: Woots!! Lazer Tag was pretty awesome!! (: Team Rajah and Botak Mitchegene were very impressive! Although Botak Mitchegene didnt win any matches but they displayed excellent sportsmanship! Team Rajah were great and awesome! Strategized within 20mins! Hahah so fun holding two pistols!! Was like behind sniping!! Ahhh then there comes my fall..wah damn pain seh..was like both legs were injured now cannot really walk properly alr..Left leg.internal injury Right leg got bruise!! AHHH! Then was like limping all the way home! :X I want win kilpsch!!! )): Hahah gun crew at stage side was super fast! Vincent was like telling me abt his pants zip i was like wth LOL! Hhahah!!! Then packing up was like mad! Then later train ride with Kah Fatt! Hahah he is so humorous ehh! Wah but his parkour was damn zai! Then there comes this breakdown time..haizz damn sian..then when i really sit down and think..why am i gonna do alr..how am i going to move on ith life..then all the worries and trouble suddenly casted upon me..then really felt helpless at that timing uh..really hope there is someone there to listen everything abt this and understand me from the inside out but too bad lor..nobody could..hahaha although i appear super joyful and cheerful on the outside..but in the inside it just hurts so much uh..its like even worse then fever..wahh really dw to land into counselling eh...that one damn sian..then later i started thinking of myself becoming rebellious..omgg then my parents dont really bother abt my feelings one uh..everyday scold scold scold everytime they argue all is my fault like that..then everytime kena scolding..really uh..just omgg last night was like damn jialiat uh.for the first time my tears came rolling down..i always thought that i can do this and do that..and handle everything perfectly..haizz next year sec 3 alr eh..double stress..parents expectation increased alot..then i always play play play how pass..nobody seems to bother and care then forget abt it lor.. i just go on uh..haha..suck right..only know how to cheer up and motivate people when i myself cant even do it.. haizz my life is like screwed lor..nobody bothers anyway..let it be..sometimes i really ask myself..what are friendships for..pretty much useless uh..they all come and go..cant really have a friend i can rely on and trust..shit uh..smile uh..cant even do that uh.. so tired after planning stuff.. if i have not stepped into christianity path..i think maybe it will be much better right.. dont need worry so much..all the leaders only care abt new friends de..really hate people when i type damn long right..then give me one word stupid reply...walao waste my time uh..if my lfie is carefree uh..maybe i should just give up alr..dont bother sua..dont even give a damn then okay lor..everytime want me nice only sian.. feels damn lethargic uh everytime kena push around..can can pushover lor.. CCSM uh? Smile? Throw rubbish bin lah useless one.. sian okay okay stop being like this alr! Anw next week will be good right! Hope so! Alright alright till the next post !!! ((: